31 January, 2022
Childhood locket
27 January, 2022
Turning on the computer in the morning
Music playing in my bones
Now I start to work.
26 January, 2022
After a long hard day at work
All that I can do is sit
Thoughts spill out slowly.
24 January, 2022
23 January, 2022
21 January, 2022
Theme Year: Freedom (a reflection on inner biases)
16 January, 2022
What we knew, but didn't know
The dress-up box was an old discarded ocean liner trunk our mother had re-purposed after years of travelling between Venezuela and Quebec. The trunk was covered with stickers from ports all over the Caribbean, South and North America. Its travels ended in a basement corner in our house on the West Island, a suburb of Montreal.
The trunk's insides were bursting with long discarded formal wear. There were old dresses our grandmothers had worn to Easter masses. Cocktail dresses our mother no longer fit in after bearing four children and hosting a decade of business dinners for our father and his visiting customers.
We three girls loved to play dress up. We would create Tolstoy-like sagas of sordid suburban hues. We would act out scenes of unhappy marriages, unwanted pregnancies, and saucy women sitting on men's laps. We'd giggle and laugh and blush with the forbiddingness of out imaginations. We were wise. We were wicked. And, mostly, we were complete innocents.
(This post is part of my "Growing Up & Growing Old" project.)
15 January, 2022
Acquired taste
A secret pleasure of mine is watching Hot Ones. The show is a slow burn... the conversation is fun to listen to. The concept grows on you. I will only recommend a few: Zoë Kravitz, CL, Trevor Noah, and Anthony Mackie.
(This post is part of my "Growing Up & Growing Old" project.)
09 January, 2022
Morning musing
Winter morning made joyful
When you, my friend, call.
08 January, 2022
Faded memories
The summer sun shined upon
The relentless, quiet occupation
Of women throughout the day.
The rays bleached the laundry
Hung out on washing days to dry.
At noon, it warmed the back
Of their necks and massaged
The kinks out of their resolve.
And so, they stopped and wiped
The sweat off their brows, and
Wondered if they might slip away
And have a cup of tea and a biscuit.
03 January, 2022
The beauty of poetry
02 January, 2022
Let them not say*
What I hope is that my children can remember me as being engaged and excited to have them in my life. It has been so from the moment they were born and continues to this very day. There is not one moment that I have not loved them deeply. There have been many moments though that I fell far short of being a Good Mother. For this I will continue to ask for forgiveness. For this I will try to live a life of a good actions, kind words, and humble aspirations.
This post was inspired by Jane Hirshfield’s poem, Let Them Not Say.
(This post is part of my "Growing Up & Growing Old" project.)